liberation of situation the look in your eyes was breathtaking as we fell to earth at long last and for a moment or twelve I could respect you a feeling I would like to last awhile for some odd reason beyond my comprehension the weekend was spent in euphoria or euphony, unlike any others we'd seen since nothing went as expected but that was no damper upon our felicity when it came right down to it and any pain you felt was not inflicted by me for once, and whatever callousness I felt was not on my attitude for once, and we weren't affirming or wielding our power-trips for once, and for once we were alone in your home the word I will not use to describe anything about our weekend is "despite" -- no matter what adversities befell us or what conceptualizations went askew, our days and enjoyment went on and on and undaunted we continued merrily the look in your eyes was breathtaking as we said our goodbyes after the genuineness of our conversation, and regardless of any logic which will seep through with time some part of me wishes we were still where we were the other day. m3 10/17/92 12:50am